its is on the improvement. lately i've been non-stop tired, trying to get everything done. I'm still working two jobs and have my class, but only 3 assignments and a presnetation to go, and my jobs aren't stressful, just time consuming. money earning time consuming is ok though.

my social life though, it lacks. I hardly have a free moment, and when there is a free moment, that I don't have to study, or clean, pack, or help with the children, I've been trying to see friends because they never see me anymore.

so my art, my me free time, it suffers. so does a lot of my online free time...

except for facebook, whos applications i seem to be an addict of. if i just cut down my time there in the week i tend to think i could do something else... except i tend to be on it as i'm already doing something else. like eating dinner, or doing homework. not a constant vigil staring at the site, but a random check to see if a friend is on, see how their lives are going...

not that they aren't so super busy with their own lives that when we do talk it tends to be "are you free now? how about this time? yes? wait! no.... no no i have this that day..."

ah, such is life. such is growing into our responsibilities of taking care of our own behinds.

And i would say i miss the freedom of childhood and stuff, except i just kinda remember that as more being the slave of various family members whims and also working really hard...

more time for friends, but very little friends...

no, as hectic as my life is, i would never want to go back to what i used to have, and gladly work harder and longer for the change to stay the hell away from it forever.